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  Whazzuup guys! Wow! It's been a while! I have a feeling that it was like ages for me.. I am really sad that no one reads these things, it is probably because I do not have a colorful pages full of nice pictures and funny business, but I am not so good at programming or something :D Whatever.
  Since march many days and months passed. Now we have the summer time. My summer is not so great as I thought
 ( honestly, I didn't think about my summer at all, I just knew I would spend it with my BF and at work, but things changed). It is more about being lazy and wanting to do something, but not having an idea what it should be.
 Ok, so, for instance I visited only Prague with my boyfriend. Yes, Prague is like 4 hours from my country, the capital of Czech Republic and it is very beautiful. It was about for the 8th time for me being there, but still is very powerful and breathtaking :) We were at 4* hotel and it was quite an experience! :) I miss that!
  But from that ( it was at the beginning of July) I haven't been anywhere. I miss my job also. Altough I was pretty nervous and hated being there, now when I skipped 3 weeks of it I feel like no one. I had to take shift today.
  I started an internship in one television (something like CNN but in Slovakia :D..since I study media).Yeah, it was my first day there and it was a little bit boring, I must admit. But I hope it gets better. Everything was so new and even though I study media and know how to work with cameras, mikes, final cut etc, I was still surprised today how it looks while making fresh news for people! But I realize I want to do something great in my life!
  I want to do so many jobs!!
  What's my dream job?
  I want to become : a professional host


                     a hollywood actress ( so "humble" :D )



                     a journalist in some american magazine

                     a hotel manager -picture :(
                
                     an owner of pet center (to help to abandoned animals)          
                   
                     to have a little corner desk with iMac, tons of highlighters, sticky colorful notes, pens, papers, pictures of family and friends everywhere...<3 (so probably some assistant or office manager or something :D )


So that's it and my dream jobs! :D What are yours? Or do you have your dream job already?? :) Give me some tips!

See ya!


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  Since I wrote my last blog... Many things in my life have changed. It is not like I moved somewhere or anything, I redesigned my room, I go to school, wake up every morning...I love my boyfriend still the same way as I used to since I met him...even more..
  I 'd been thinking when something occurred that this is the perfect reason to sit and write down a blog, but, I did not have energy..That's silly because I am so..so..lazy..I hate myself for that..

 Yeah..I turned 21 which is not a big deal in my country, and I celebrated it with my friends and my sister..I wish I could have a good relationship with my little sis...little..she is just 3 years younger than me, but I have a strong feeling and desire to protect her from everything..From everything I screwed up I do not want her to do it too. For instance she got a boyfriend. A boy, who so reminds me of my first "big love" and I was so desperate. I was 15 years old and made so many many mistakes, and one was that I dated him, but everyone needs to live through things which make people who they are. So she started to be a little bit sad about how their relationship developed, so I was trying to be like a big sister, not like her BFF. A best friend of a girl is after breakup kinda "supportive" like "I am on your side, he is stupid, maybe he will come back" and I was like" He will never come back, don't be naive, kido" and she hates me for that. For being honest, for knowing how it really goes. Yes, I believed that she could make it with him forever ever, but...be realistic, girl. I didn't have an opinion on him, just till he was weird at me. But I really hoped that he knew that when he is her first boyfriend he has to be amazing. For her it was. But then a situation came, he had a weak argument for breaking up and suddenly she just called me it's over.
I was so sorry for her, I still am because he is from her school, so she has to see him, and she is so perfect that she wants to be actually friends with him. I would never do that because I am weak to watch my "ex" meeting new girls and stuff like that.
And she is mad at me. Because I was trying to be there for her, I was trying to be honest about what she has to do. I invited her to the movies for cheering her up, I gave her tips about makeup and beauty, I told her how to act, and suddenly she just yelled at me, that it is enough and that I have to stop things. But she continues talking her stories about how she saw him at the bus stop.. And she said that she thinks she is just like a doll to me or something which I play with and manipulate and thats not fair.
I wish she understood one day what I was trying to tell her. Because now I look like a bitch. I really wanted to have a great relationship with her, I still do!

We used to dress like twins, we played every game, but always she was a princess and I was a prince or a nanny... unfair! We played with dolls barbies and stuffed animals, when I wanted to go somewhere I had to bring her with me... and then...it went away and we were always arguing..once, she made a scene about something and it was so hard for me, although I am older and she was yelling something like it is high time for me to move out from our house and things like that..So I just brought boxes from the attic and started packing. It was so horrible for me and she felt like she is the poor one. And family bonds are family bonds, stronger than any others. I hope she will just once come to me and say something like I love you, thanks for everything. I hope she will...Maybe when she will be over with this guy and she will meet the perfect one and will be able to talk about how stupid it was to cry over the spilled milk.
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It is so cold outside that I rather sit at home no.1 or no.2 ( no.1 is at my boyfriend's and no.2 is at home like home home) and I constantly break all my New Year's Resolutions! I am still pretty demotivated because of the lack of money, so I decided to find a new job! One of my classmates (I've never spoken with him) offered to take a chance to send my CV to one

Thai Massage SPA company. So, since I'm working at Sushi delivery company, I said to myself : "Not biggy, I'm going this asian direction" - I also said that today at the job interview- and I sent my CV with a picture to a young manager (female) and the very next day I received a call from her to make a job interview. I was like ok, here we go.I do not know why I'm like looking for another job, when I already have one, but there is still a chance to be better paid. Now I have a feeling that it is ok to have two jobs and it is so probably because I have a free time at school now, but when I get back to school routine I do not think that I will have so much time to divide between two jobs and the school. But..whatever..I will see. So today I got this job interview, outside is like very cold weather -12 °C and I held my iPhone in my freaking freezing hand to see my GPS!! And I found it. 
A very nice and good-looking lady opened the door and I felt like with my BFF. She loves sushi from the company I work at, so it was all about my current job, then I had speak in English about my school and why I want to get this job, and then she stopped speaking and we were chatting like old good friends. 
I have a very good feeling about this, so good, that I have bad thoughts in my mind, about "if it is so good and perfect, something bad has to happened, right?" and stuff like that.
So she told me the she will call next week to inform me about getting this job. And I do not know if I want that or not. But I met couple of my classmates and they look like they want to take that job. So if I get this job, I would feel bad for them, but I would be happy that someone like me so much to hire me. 
So... here I am.. bored.. and fat... Pitting myself but not doing a damn thing to change my fat body. Why am I so lazy? Am I retarded? Hell yeah..
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 It's been like 30 days since the New Year, really? And what about my resolutions? Nothing! I eat what I want, I am still pretty lazy, I do not study at all
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After so much waiting (yeah I turn 21 next month) I got my own room!! Isn't it exciting?? Probably for you not because you have yours like forever.. But I lived in a small dark room with my sister and before with my older brother. So, you can imagine.

The worst was that room was like a hall for my family members. Anyone can go through if it is necessary, for intense, my brother had a room behind our room so, when he wanted to go to the kitchen he went through our room, or when whoever wanted to go to the bathroom, again through our room. So in the middle of room was nothing so that everyone can go everywhere. It was horrible. I couldn't change clothes, or exercise, or dance, or sing without being watched by someone who is passing by through our room. And I lived that like 14 years. And my sister and I had a bunk bed. And I was sleeping up. So when my friends or boyfriends came we had no space to lie on or sit on. So I never had many visitors.  
 So as you can see, I am really happy I have my own space. Yes, I live with my boyfriend in his apartment too, but it is great to have your own place :) when I can escape, or hide..I do not have curtains on my windows yet, so I have to still hide when I change, but still. 
 Sometimes I feel lonely here, mainly after much time spent with my boy and suddenly here alone. 
 I chose white color because I love white things especially furniture :) But I have white walls, so some say it looks like hospital and other say it looks like hotel. I want it white and colorful at the same time. Like polka dots, cute curtains and bed sheets. :) 






This is how it looks like. I want more things, some shelves, above the head of the bed I want many pictures in frames and stuff like that.
Enjoy your day and clean up your room :) You will find great stuff :)

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